I'm still broken
Datum; 2009-09-21 Tid; 13:47:43
Are these the final cries of our aching souls?
How come yours don't make a sound?
With broken wings we're falling faster as we go.
But somehow we don't touch the ground.
You had me torn into pieces,
you got inside my head.
But I'll be here until it's over.
I'm still broken.
I took you in with arms wide open.
My color fades to gray, there's nothing left to say.
I will not cry, I will not break,
I will not fall, still it's all too late.
Plan Three 30/9! :)
How come yours don't make a sound?
With broken wings we're falling faster as we go.
But somehow we don't touch the ground.
You had me torn into pieces,
you got inside my head.
But I'll be here until it's over.
I'm still broken.
I took you in with arms wide open.
My color fades to gray, there's nothing left to say.
I will not cry, I will not break,
I will not fall, still it's all too late.
Plan Three 30/9! :)
Ride the white horse
Datum; 2009-09-20 Tid; 13:21:17
Och jag kände dina ögon den natten
Dom följde varje steg
Dom såg mig som någon annan
Och jag kände mig som det
Dom följde varje steg
Dom såg mig som någon annan
Och jag kände mig som det
När det äntligen är över
Datum; 2009-08-24 Tid; 20:16:54
Och jag kände dina ögon den natten
Dom följde varje steg
Dom såg mig som någon annan
Och jag kände mig som det
Men om en vän kan viska och ett löfte brista, då går jag hellre hem
Vänner kan viska och löften brista om och om igen.
Du håller mig kvar i nått jag lämnat, för länge sen
Jag drömde om en framtid som glömmer
Och jag drömmer om en framtid utan dig
Dom följde varje steg
Dom såg mig som någon annan
Och jag kände mig som det
Men om en vän kan viska och ett löfte brista, då går jag hellre hem
Vänner kan viska och löften brista om och om igen.
Du håller mig kvar i nått jag lämnat, för länge sen
Jag drömde om en framtid som glömmer
Och jag drömmer om en framtid utan dig
Can you promise me?
Datum; 2009-08-05 Tid; 23:28:25
Promise me I will be fine without you
If I'm alone I cannot hate
Datum; 2009-04-17 Tid; 00:10:20
My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there.
I only wish you were my friend. So I could hurt you in the end.
I never claimed to be a saint.
So break yourself against my stones. And spit your pity in my soul.
You never needed any help. You sold me out to save yourself.
And I won't listen to your shame.
You ran away, you're all the same.
Angels lie to keep control.
It took the Death of Hope to let you go
I only wish you were my friend. So I could hurt you in the end.
I never claimed to be a saint.
So break yourself against my stones. And spit your pity in my soul.
You never needed any help. You sold me out to save yourself.
And I won't listen to your shame.
You ran away, you're all the same.
Angels lie to keep control.
It took the Death of Hope to let you go
One night and one more time
Datum; 2009-04-12 Tid; 02:47:29
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great.
He taste like you only sweeter.
Even though they weren't so great.
He taste like you only sweeter.
There's a curse between us, between me and you
Datum; 2009-04-10 Tid; 22:42:54
Would you mind if I killed you?
Would you mind if I tried to?
Cause you have turned in to my worst enemy.
Would you mind if I tried to?
Cause you have turned in to my worst enemy.
The old me is dead and gone
Datum; 2009-04-08 Tid; 18:25:48
No more stress, now I'm straight, now I get it.
Now I take time to think, before I make mistakes, just for my family's sake.
That part of me left yesterday, the heart of me is strong today
I'm blessed to say the old me dead and gone away
I've been traveling on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone. Dead and gone.
I turn my head to the east I dont see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride
The old me is dead and gone, but the new me will be alright
Now I take time to think, before I make mistakes, just for my family's sake.
That part of me left yesterday, the heart of me is strong today
I'm blessed to say the old me dead and gone away
I've been traveling on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone. Dead and gone.
I turn my head to the east I dont see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride
The old me is dead and gone, but the new me will be alright
Life is disconnecting me
Datum; 2009-04-03 Tid; 13:21:13
I will not waste a moment thinking these thoughts.
Forgetting comes easy, I never cared at all.
Hurt became hate.
You don't have to say anything at all.
Sitting here I waste a day,
while the memories fade away.
You know I expected so much more from you.
Forgetting comes easy, I never cared at all.
Hurt became hate.
You don't have to say anything at all.
Sitting here I waste a day,
while the memories fade away.
You know I expected so much more from you.
I finally put it all together
Datum; 2009-04-03 Tid; 10:32:12
I finally put it all together,
that nothing really lasts forever.
I had to make a choice that was not mine;
I had to say goodbye for the last time.
I've said it so many times,
I would change my ways.
But never mind.
God knows I've tried.
that nothing really lasts forever.
I had to make a choice that was not mine;
I had to say goodbye for the last time.
I've said it so many times,
I would change my ways.
But never mind.
God knows I've tried.
You'll be better off without me when I'm gone
Datum; 2009-04-01 Tid; 08:47:51
You know you're beautiful.
You were meant to shine on.
And even if we can or can't be friends,
I'll be with you until the very end.
You're gonna be just fine.
You're gonna be alright love.
You were meant to shine on.
And even if we can or can't be friends,
I'll be with you until the very end.
You're gonna be just fine.
You're gonna be alright love.
Isn't something missing?
Datum; 2009-02-13 Tid; 13:50:15
Please, please forgive me but I wont be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up and barely conscious you'll say to no one;
isn't something missing?
You wont cry for my abscence I know,
you forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?
Maybe someday you'll look up and barely conscious you'll say to no one;
isn't something missing?
You wont cry for my abscence I know,
you forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?
Just what we all need, more lies
Datum; 2009-02-13 Tid; 13:31:33
Someday, when I'm older and they never know my name. Somehow, if I'm honest I can never feel ashamed. Maybe I was wrong to hold you up so high. Now I know I've lost you to the feelings kept inside. Someday, when it's over and you never show your face. I hope you'll remember how I tried to make you a place. And so now, I move on to keep my piece of mind. In someway, I've failed you but I just ran out of time.
I don't know if you felt like I wanted you here, the way that I wanted you last time.
We're not on the same page, you don't even know me, cause you never took the time.
I don't know if you felt like I wanted you here, the way that I wanted you last time.
We're not on the same page, you don't even know me, cause you never took the time.
I'm not your girl
Datum; 2008-12-28 Tid; 03:37:44
I'm over your lies and I'm over your games. I'm over you asking me when you know I'm not OK. You call me at night and I pick up the phone. And though you're telling me, I know you're not alone. And that's why. Your eyes, your smile, your world, so sure, realized, I'm over it. I'm over your hands and I'm over your mouth. Tryin' to drag me down and fill me with self doubt.
I'm over wanting you to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be. How I feel, read my lips.
Because I'm so over.
I'm so moving on and it's my time.
You never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first a little bit.
And now I'm so over it.
Don't call, don't come by. Ain't no use, don't ask me why.
You'll never change. There'll be no more.
Ibland måste tro på något tillräckligt mycket och låta övertygelsen göra det sant.
I'm over wanting you to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be. How I feel, read my lips.
Because I'm so over.
I'm so moving on and it's my time.
You never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first a little bit.
And now I'm so over it.
Don't call, don't come by. Ain't no use, don't ask me why.
You'll never change. There'll be no more.
Ibland måste tro på något tillräckligt mycket och låta övertygelsen göra det sant.
There's a stranger in my life
Datum; 2008-12-16 Tid; 20:54:16
Nobody believes me when I tell them that you're out of your mind. Nobody believes me when I tell them that there's so much you hide. Did I ever do anything that was this cruel to you? Did I ever make you wonder who was standing in the room? When no one's around.
There's no kindness in your eyes. The way you look at me, it's just not right. I can tell whats going on this time; there's a stranger in my life. You're not the person that I once knew. Are you scared to let them know it's you? If they could only see you like I do, then they would see a stranger too..
Such a long way back, from this place that we are at.
When I think of all the time I've wasted, I could cry..
There's no kindness in your eyes. The way you look at me, it's just not right. I can tell whats going on this time; there's a stranger in my life. You're not the person that I once knew. Are you scared to let them know it's you? If they could only see you like I do, then they would see a stranger too..
Such a long way back, from this place that we are at.
When I think of all the time I've wasted, I could cry..
Den här gjorde min kväll!!
Datum; 2008-12-16 Tid; 00:16:04
I'm not your girl
Datum; 2008-11-10 Tid; 16:22:57
It's a little too late for you to come back.
It is just a mistake thinking I'd forgive you like that.
If you thought I would wait for you, you thought wrong.
I'm not leaving with you just because you ask me to.
I know you want me but it's just too late.
Don't try and stop me, don't get in my way.
You should have thought about the way that you treated me.
You should have thought about the things that you said to me.
I should have walked away the first time i saw your face.
Got so destructed, nearly lost it.
It is just a mistake thinking I'd forgive you like that.
If you thought I would wait for you, you thought wrong.
I'm not leaving with you just because you ask me to.
I know you want me but it's just too late.
Don't try and stop me, don't get in my way.
You should have thought about the way that you treated me.
You should have thought about the things that you said to me.
I should have walked away the first time i saw your face.
Got so destructed, nearly lost it.
I crashed in to you like a runaway train
Datum; 2008-11-06 Tid; 16:31:39
Hurry up, and wait.
So close but so far away
Everything that you always dreamed of.
Close enough for you to taste,
but you just can't touch.
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it.
You know you can if you get the chance.
One step at a time.
So close but so far away
Everything that you always dreamed of.
Close enough for you to taste,
but you just can't touch.
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it.
You know you can if you get the chance.
One step at a time.
All that I am, I am for you
Datum; 2008-11-05 Tid; 20:58:29
Trying to decide if I really wanna go out tonight.
I never used to go out without you, not sure I remember how to.
Gonna be late but all my girls gonna have to wait cause, I don't know if i like my outfit.
I tried everything in my closet.
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you, sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when i'm missing you.
I'm gonna step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
And there I lay, with nothing but your T-shirt on.
We're soaring, flying
Datum; 2008-11-01 Tid; 13:41:10
Som när regnet inte rör dig, som om månens ljus förför dig och man helst vill vara två. Ja det är då som tiden stannar för en stund. Jag känner att jag lever, allting som jag ser är bara just nu. Och i vinternattens rus vill jag stanna kvar med dig, det är så att du får mig sväva högt i det blå.
Som en eld som aldrig falnar som en vind som aldrig svalnar, när skymningen smyger på. Jag vill känna hur du andas och det är nu som tiden stannar för en stund.
Här blir jag kvar, en natt blir till dag. Känner du, känner du som jag?