I've decided to forget about you M. Cause there's no use in just walking around, waiting for a day when you'll finally realize what you have. Maybe it's better if you realize what you had and learn yourself a lesson? Yeah it's true I don't wanna lose you, but I can't stand the fight. Especially when I really have no clue about the outcome, I might just hurt myself even more. Maybe I'm the one who has to make the sacrifice, maybe I have to sacrifice you, in order for you to be happy. In order for you to learn a lesson and maybe open your heart.

Once I've decided there's no turning back, it's for my own good. You've really captured my heart and made me believe in love again. I thought, that everyone had turned against me, and I thought, that noone, could make me feel alive or lucky again. And when I thought the world was never gonna show me happiness again, there you where. And you showed me the way to Smiling. I wanna thank you for that and for so many other things. Cause it wasn't all just wasted time, it was some of the most happiest moments of my life.

Thank you.