Here you are, creeping up on my mind again. Just because I've met someone here doesn't mean I've forgotten about you. You told someone, before I left, that you didn't wanna be in the way for me going to LA and having the time of my life. And I'm not gonna let you do that, so you don't have to worry. I can't really do anything other than living another life here, since you're so far away anyway. And really, I know that you don't care what I do or who I met and I know that you're living your own life at home.
And I know I go back and forward all the time, saying that I'm gonna give you up. But I don't think I ever really will, 'cause I believe in you. You save me, and at the same time you break me. You've made me stand straight and gave me confident when I was at the bottom over here. But I've just decided not to hold myself back here because of you, since you're not holding yourself back because of me anyway.
You know when you tell yourself not to think about something, and it ends up to being the only thing you can think about? And I think about you almost all the time, and I really miss you. But I don't wanna waste my time over here thinking about you and what happends when I get home, when you told me you wanted me to live my life. I'm gonna do that.

It makes me cry when you send me a message just to tell me that you're thinking about me. But it puts hope in my heart, and a smile on my face. I don't know if it's just pretend, 'cause sometimes it feels like I don't know you at all, you can just turn around in a heartbeat. But thank you for beeing here for me, I really need you.

And I'm gonna be home i four weeks
and I won't have forgotten about you.