Closed off from love. I didn't need the pain. Once or twice was enough. And it was all in vain. Time starts to pass before you know it you're frozen. But something happened for the very first time with you. My heart melted to the ground, found something true. And everyone's looking round thinking I'm going crazy. But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you. They can try to pull me away, but they don't know the truth. My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing. You cut me open and I keep bleeding. Keep, keep bleeding love.
Trying hard not to hear but they talk so loud. Their piercing sounds fill my ears, try to fill me with doubt. Yet I know that the goal is to keep me from falling. But nothing's greater than the rush that comes with your embrace. And in this world of loneliness I see your face. Yet everyone around me thinks that maybe, I'm going crazy. And it's draining all of me. They find it hard to believe. I'll be wearing these scars for everyone to see.
But I don't care what you say, I'm in love with you. You can try to push me away, but you don't know the truth. My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing. You cut me open and I keep bleeding. Keep, keep bleeding love.


And now I try hard to make it. I just want to make you proud. I'm never gonna be good enough for you.. I can't pretend that I'm alright. Cause we lost it all, I guess nothing lasts forever. I'm sorry I can't be perfect. Now it's just too lat, and we can't go back. I'm sorry I can't be perfect. I try not to think about the pain I feel inside. Did you know you used to be my hero? All the days you spent with me, now seem so far away. And it feels like you don't care anymore. Nothing's gonna change the things that you said. Nothing's gonna make this right again. Please don't turn your back.. I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you. But you just don't understand...

I must have been screaming that was unintentional. I do apologize for the way I feel. So tell me I'm dreaming cause I'm a bit conventional. Don't psychologize, it's no big deal. Come on! Come on! Don't make things difficult. Don't make it hard livin' on. I should love you like I do. I shouldn't love you. But i do...


Vi blev tomma ord, vi gled isär utan att ge varandra tid. Drömmar svävar bort, en kort sekund då ensamheten griper tag. Var minut, var sekund utan dig gör det ont. Natt och dag, går vi runt, bägge två söker svar på den kärlek som vi haft. Varje blick, ger mig hopp, önskar du kunde va här hos mig. Var minut. Jag vill, ej ta farväl. Jag vet att det finns kvar, det som vi hade du och jag.


Nu vet ni vad min kväll har gått åt till. Nejdå. Jag har faktiskt haft riktigt bra sällskap att prata med och kolla på asdåliga program på tv med, tills jag höll på att somna och det var dags att pallra sig hemåt. Sorry vännen, vet att du har skola men vad ska jag göra? I need company. Tack för ikväll!